谢伟良 (:

2010-06-08T14:24:00.003+08:00

www.doublecheck-availability.blogspot.com

How come when i used Mozilla to view it,
it's different from Internet Explorer.
Weird.
Can anyone tell me how does it look like,
especially the scroll-down black column part.

2010-06-07T03:11:00.000+08:00

2010-06-06T22:16:00.008+08:00

I didn't contact you for 2 days, you kept messaging me telling me that just a message from me would make you feel better. You tweeted all those stuffs & made me think that you really missed me. I contacted you back after 2 days. If i've not pulled myself out from that trap, i wouldn't have contacted you back. Make it clear, I pulled MYSELF out WITHOUT ANY HELPING HANDS FROM YOU. I thought you've changed, i thought you've specifically thought through every issues, i was totally wrong, totally wrong. I won't mention what you did, because i know you won't want people to know. But please think, i'm not a toy that allow you to grab it back, & hit it on the ground hardly. Stop playing with my feelings. You were so sweet with your texts when i was away & not contacting you. After i've got back, your texts were totally despicable. " Nb, Cb, Orh, Ok etc " What do you want from me, seriously i need to know. Because i don't wna fall into your trap again & again. You told me you don't want me to slack with any other girls, ok i stopped since yesterday, i stayed at home, even when my cousin called me out, i refused. Why do i have to do all these? Just plainly because i knew that there will be a way out for us. But you proved me wrong totally. You could even go meet up your whoever with your friend. Have you ever think about me, or especially yourself? You're making yourself in a unworthy state. You're making me think that it's wrong to have contacted you again, to have loved you again, to have to miss you again, to have to need you again. When can you ever change, how much time alone, or how much efforts alone, I have to spend to wait for the change in you. We were supposed to meet at 10 2 days ago. In the end? You went to club, with your friends & even guys, without even informing me that you're going there & you're throwing away our meet-up. I have no idea of what am i supposed to say anymore. So many souls are asking me to give you up, i refused because i know i can't. & You ? Happily wandering off with your life, with your sweet talks to me, yet I cannot see any single change in you. I need someone here for me, but you're not. That's why i looked up for my cousin, Venus. Even a cousin, you can even scold me for meeting her up, for telling her all things that were bothering me. If you want to isolate me in such a lonely soul, just tell me. You don't have to isolate yourself from me, & even isolate me from my cousin. If you're saying that i'm unfair, then what about you? Yesterday, you wanted me to delete my facebook's girl-friends. I deleted instantly, i thought after i deleted them, you'll feel happier & treat me in a better way. Who knows the next day, you're treating me like a total stranger, messaging me like i'm not a living soul. I've got feelings, i've got my own pride, my own dignity, my own courage. But why do i have to pull down every single one of my own values for you, when you're not even doing a part for this relationship? I don't know what to say, nor what to do, you've broken up my heart into millions pieces, or even zillions i should say. Yet, i'm still hanging there. I don't know whether to say myself stupid, or foolish, or strong, or determined. You're making me so confused. Like a lone wondering in a space where there is no one there for me, where there is no one there for me to hold on to. No one will know how much i've gone through, because i've never shared everything with anyone before. Yes, you've gone through a lot too, but you will always find someone to share with like, Judy, Kimberly and other friends. But why i cannot share with anyone? I don't know what to say. I don't know why i've to defend you in every issues even. I've already reached or even gone beyond my own limit, to be so confused whether to really let everything go & do all my own stuffs, or to pin on to these little little hopes.

2010-06-05T20:34:00.002+08:00

Went to Town yesterday, caught the Nightmare at the Elm street. Quite horrifying tho. Nice, but not very nice. Hahaha, dk what i'm talking. Not bad, recommended ! M18 ! Too bad for those not qualified to do so ! lol , kidding. Went to Concorde Hotel after that, had a few bottles of drinks then headed off to YewTee and looked for friends. Headed home around 6 plus.

Love and electricity are one in the same, my dear. If you do not feel the jolt in your soul every time a kiss is shared, a whisper is
spoken, a touch is felt, then your not really in love at all.

2010-06-03T22:39:00.003+08:00

As for yesterday, woke up around 1 then 3 plus decided to go Timah for pool, went with Vincent, AnXiu & ZiQiang & JunHong. Until 8 plus, moved over to YewTee to meet up the rest. Went back home around 5 in the morning. As for today, woke up late in the afternoon around 3 plus, then headed to meet Jackson, Benson, ZhiYong, YiXian, Nicholas, YiXian's girlf, then don't know his name & his, don't know her name & hers as well & Venus. Off to Jurong Safra for K-session then to JP for dinner. Went back home at 10.

2010-06-01T17:30:00.000+08:00

I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped.

2010-05-31T22:27:00.002+08:00

Steven is lazy to update his blog. So here i am helping hym to post. He is busy thinking why chicken cannot fly and why bats can fly. Cause he is too bored :) ok end here le, bye bye

2010-05-31T00:04:00.005+08:00

Liar, liar, pants on fire.
& You're the very one of them.
& You made me feel so sorry for what i've done to her.

2010-05-27T21:26:00.001+08:00

Withered love.

I wish I knew what you were thinking
by that I would know what you really feel,
I wish I could read your mind
so that I would know I’m no where inside,
I wish I could make you understand
that it was not just a one night stand,
I wish that I could cause the moon to light the world with love,
Remove the clouds a moment to reveal the stars above,
I wish that you could wipe me that rolling tear from the corner of my eye,
bring happiness to my sorrow,
I wish that just once you could bring me my lost smile,
I wish that I could better things right from the very start.

2010-05-25T17:52:00.003+08:00

You always want to have what you wanted.
You always asked from me, pleasing me to let you go for it.
Have you not seen how much i've tired to let you have what you want?
You want to go for photoshooting, i refused to let you go.
& What happened in the end?
I still paid partly for you, & let you go for it.
You said you want to go for modelling, i refused.
& In the end? The same thing happened too.
I've yet to swallow everything again.
You don't appreciate, you don't learn from your mistakes, you don't know that i'm trying my very best here.
You want love, you want concern, you want care, i tried giving, didn't i ?
I tried avoiding quarrels, these few days.
But you don't seem to be cooperating, you're scolding me, blaming me as & when you like.
I feel like a fool.
Everyday the same incidents came to my mind.
People betrayed you, by telling me what you did behind me,
but only a days, you could forgive him and talk to him in a way which is so much better than the way you talked to me.
I don't know what you're treating me as.
When we're together, you told people we're not.
You told that guy we've broke up, calling him all sorts of names which you used to call me.
& Yet denied when i first asked you, you sweared.
& With a swear, you could even lie.
& After that incident, you could actually blame me for not trusting you in certain things.
I'm a human, i got my dignity, i got my limit on my beliefs on others.
You don't seem to understand.
You made yourself so free to do all sorts of wrong things,
yet at the same time, you wanted me to trust you.
How on earth i'm supposed to do it?
Have you forgotten all the lies you gave me in the past?
Have you forgotten how many times and how much efforts i've put in & now i'm still here, with you?
Yes, i admit i've did wrong things too, but i've never did anything to make you feel that there's any third party in our relationship.
You don't need me like how you did in the past.
" You are the strength, that keep me walking.
You are the hope, that keep me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You're my everything.
Since the day you pick me up from darkness,
i knew you're my forever.
I promise you.
i'm always there,
when your heart is filled with sorrows and despairs.
I love you every single days. every single minutes, every single breath, no one could tear us apart.
I'll always remember the day you hold my hands,
My love for you is still as strong and never changing (:
No way any other guy can replace you.
Thanks for the happiness, the tears, the love, the kisses, the quarrels, the hugs, the forgiveness you've gave me the past 2 months.
Because of all that mentioned, it was what built the us now.
Baby, i love you!!"
Have you forgotten all you told me ?
Or these were just jokes for me at the end of the day?
Here i'm crying,
i don't need your sympathy,
i don't need your concern,
i don't need your care,
worst of all, i don't need your love,
anymore.
Because i know i won't force you to.
But at the very least, can i have just a little portion of your heart that belongs to me ? ):

2010-05-25T00:10:00.001+08:00

Cousins' outing today ! So fast past already. Sad leys. Meet up soon again! (:

2010-05-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

There are times when
I cant decide whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I don't want to see you
because every time I do,
the fact that you don't see me
the way that I see you hurts me even more.

2010-05-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Grandpa !

Ok, stayed at home for the whole day until around 6 plus, prepared myself & went over to Grandparents' house for a gathering dinner celebration for Grandpa's birthday. Very glad to see all my family members back. Had dinner together then crapped around. Haha, quite some topics we chatted. Oh well, slowly one by one left as some got school tomorrow & of course work. Headed back home around 11 plus (:

2010-05-23T14:14:00.002+08:00

On the day we said goodbye i didn't know how much i'm gonna miss you, i'm about to lose myself in promises i can't keep. Girl, i'm traveling round the world, i hope that i can find you now, believe that time will tell somehow. Please tell me where you are, no place can be too far today. I raise my hands for you and pray. In my city of hope the streets are empty, hope the time will tell how i burn, for you.

2010-05-23T13:43:00.002+08:00

When you love, there's no such thing as loving a little, but loving all the way.
Love may not ask you to give up your life, but it will require lots of sacrifices.

But, did you know that?

2010-05-22T23:58:00.005+08:00

The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story.
It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender. Because this kiss already has within it that surrender.

& what I really need, is a girl to be there for me, with all her will,
whose kisses are there when i need them,
whose hugs are there when i need them,
whose love is truly shown,
& not to hurt me throughout.
That's it.
Goodnight.

2010-05-21T14:09:00.004+08:00

It hurts to say goodbye to the person you almost gave your life to.
Knowing that life won't be the same w/o them.
But its better to give up the feeling.
Rather than to know you're the only one fighting.

2010-05-20T20:52:00.003+08:00

巳经习惯了,一个看不到的天空

Such a long day. Haha. Yesterday woke up around 9 plus in the morning then headed to Greenridge to have my breakfast. After that came back Fajar to rot. Haha. Met Vincent & cos at night then went over to help my brother with his homework. Went home prepared then went spending our night out. Spent a load :/

2010-05-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

Woke up around 9 plus in the morning then headed over to Plaza to meet Vincent & co's. Had my lunch then walked around Plaza. Nothing to do at all. Went library to chill a lil then headed to Fajar & played soccer. Around evening went back home. Going to sleep soon ! Tired, not working tonight (:

2010-05-17T21:09:00.001+08:00

Half-way footsteps.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away.

& I hope what i did was right.

2010-05-16T18:45:00.001+08:00

我在等一个人, 在等我的永恒.

2010-05-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

I'm walking away, i need to clear my head.

If you love someone tell them soon and tell them often
You never know what time love has
If they don't know how you feel their love may pass
Show them that you love them and that you care
Cause without warning they may not remain there
Don't ever take for granted how much they like you
If they're unsure about you to avoid heartache you may be left blue
Don't ever take for granted their affection
Careless behavior can send them in the other direction
And in the end you'll lose your love connection
A reality check is one that many people hate to cash
Because a lot of times the payment is seeing their hopes die in a flash
The moral of the story is if you love someone express it a lot
Because the lack of expression can make it last not

I'm working again later on ! (:

2010-05-13T01:53:00.002+08:00

Met Jian Ping in the afternoon today around 3 plus. Then headed to meet up Vincent then to Causeway Point to send my phone for repair. Haha, walked around there then came back around 6 in the evening. The service retailer called soon later to tell me that my phone is ready for collection, then i've to go through & fro again. Haha, came back home around 8 plus. Going to work soon ! (:

2010-05-05T18:52:00.000+08:00

Alone, dancing away.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.
What is broken is broken and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

2010-05-02T17:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night met Ah Ping at 6 plus at his area to chill. Had countless topics to chat about but what attracted me the most is one, secret. Haha, 8 30 already & he had to go home, so went different ways back. After that met Vincent at 2 a.m plus & went to work ! Tiring, but worth it (: Came back home at 7 & then slept.

Baby i'm sorry to see, maybe we're not meant to be.

2010-05-01T15:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to Clementi kbox. Met Vincent & co's at 12 plus then waited for 2 before heading in & sing. Sing halfway only starting to drink. Until 8 we left for funeral at Jurong West. Sat down there awhile before going to BJ to look for somebody. Came back hometown around 7 plus morning, super tired ! haha (:

2010-04-28T23:10:00.001+08:00

这次你给我的伤害,我不知道要如何去控制.
You could never imagine this kind of pain you put me through.

2010-04-27T21:08:00.003+08:00

Recap from where we started to let it grow until now, everything seemed running away.

你的爱走了我的心碎了
我彻底被你伤透了
如果你爱我就别伤害我
难道我们的缘分已散了
没有我你是不是很快乐
如果是这样我会让你走
感谢老天爷让我们相爱过.

2010-04-24T01:33:00.002+08:00

Falling into loneliness.

I can't feel the love anymore. Been days, or rather weeks, things have been utterly bad for us. I don't know why, but it just seemed like you're never yourself anymore. & I have no idea on how to go on with this. This may just be a test for us, but a test which could make me feel like letting go. I don't feel your presence like how you would crave to meet me up in the past. Feelings for you started on the August, which grows deeper & closer through the days at chalet. 7 months, after 7 months, this is no longer us, no longer me, no longer you. There's no one to blame for this outcome. Perhaps it's just because we don't know how to rewind things back to normal. I don't know how to feel, to be angry, to be sad, to be disappointed etc, i'm just not myself. & I dk what to say anymore.

2010-04-18T15:56:00.003+08:00

When you have only a chance to cherish the best cliques among all.

Woke up around 3 plus ytd, prepared & met Ah Ping. Went over Greenridge to sell my iPhone then went Plaza to get a new device. Went over Greenridge kopitiam & drank beer. 4 bottles of Tiger(s) then to 7-Eleven bought Kings Robert & went to the playground to slack. His brother called to meet up, & he's with another Kings Robert. Haha, went to meet him & played some games. We finished all ! & He's drunk, & i carried him home. Went to find Norman after that, had a few bottles of Carlsberg, then happily stroll back home (:

2010-04-16T00:15:00.001+08:00

It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.

2010-04-12T21:27:00.003+08:00

Slept a lot these 2 days. Feeling so awake. Haha. Woke up 1t 1230 today, before going to meet friends at Jurong then to Queensway. Shopped around, crapped around. Until then 7, came back Fajar to play soccer. Then went home at 9 plus. Working later ! Money money moneyyyy (:

Perhaps, you live much better without me.

2010-04-08T23:01:00.001+08:00

最后的战役.

Worked yesterday & came back home around 12 p.m. Slept until 4 plus before going to Plaza to chill awhile. Nothing to do so bought a soccer ball & came back to play all the way until the lights turned off. Wah, super tired. Plus my legs super pain! Came back home, going to bathe soon, then sleep ! (: Goodnight peopleeeeeeee.

2010-04-07T19:23:00.002+08:00

Went Fajar just now, played basketball with friends. Going off to 6head play basketball & chill soon ! (:

Holding on to someone who doesn't
even cherish you is hard.

2010-04-05T22:12:00.003+08:00

hahahaha

2010-04-05T19:40:00.004+08:00

Went to Imm in the afternoon. Walked around & had mac for our lunch. Went over to Chevron taking the shuttle bus. Wanted to go for bowl for it was down for repair ! Ok nvm, chilled around Chevron, played the arcade there. & Went back home (:

2010-04-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at
Hit me with your best shot.

I'm giving you a second chance
But you gotta understand
If you don't know how to love me
I will find someone who can
So read my lips for the last time
I tell you now with no regret
if you don't get your act together
Even your name, I will forget.

I wanna help you out, tell you what it's all about
What I feel, what I need, how's it gonna be
So what you wanna do, what you really wanna do
'Cause I've decided everything i want from you.

2010-04-02T00:46:00.001+08:00

Reality sets in on me,
Twice a day or so,
To wipe away these memories,
We're making as we go,

These thoughts of you inside my mind,
That are humbled in my heart,
Knowing you're the perfect find,
I wont let us tear it all apart.

So I take it slow, take two steps back,
And go forward four steps more,
Past the point of no return,
So I duck and hit the floor,

And get back up, suppress these thoughts,
And keep my feelings on the low,
To have good times, make more memories,
And on and on the cycle grows.

And we both walk that sacred line,
between love and the obsessed,
Priceless times with you my love,
As I watch our love progress.

Priceless times, these memories,
That we're making as we go,
To defy the logic set in stone;
And this love we have to show.

2010-03-31T20:27:00.003+08:00

Isolate, to resolve?

Woke up late at 10 when i'm supposed to have a medical report at Cmpb at 8:30. Ok, called & changed to appt to 1 in the afternoon. Meet up cliques at 11, went Lot one & shopped around & brought myself a slippers. Bought our lunch @ Ock, then headed off to smoke before to Cmpb. Waited for so long for the M.O! Finshed everything at 3 plus, then went for soccer before coming back home.

Memories, is better than nothing.

2010-03-30T00:24:00.006+08:00

Went town in the afternoon after waking up at 2 plus. Woke up to see my bill which cost 400plus. What the hell is wrong. Ok, prepared then headed to town (: Chilled , & went for a pool session at Concord. Haha, played for 3 hours, went to walk around town. Was 10 plus, so took bus & headed back home. Gotta work later on, screw me off.

2010-03-28T23:37:00.003+08:00

Been working nowadays, super tired. Met Bi in the afternoon, & the kitten. Haha, cooked, ate our dinner, sent her home at 10 (:

2010-03-23T19:10:00.001+08:00

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

我沉默你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么不说哎哟
微笑后表情终于有点难过
握着你的手
问你确定了再走
我突然释怀地笑
笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇
来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下地掉
说会记住我的好
我也弯着了嘴角笑
你的美已经给了谁
追了又追我要不回
我了解离开树的叶
属于地上的世界凋谢
断了的弦再弹一遍
我的世界你不在里面
我的指尖已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边
断了的弦再怎么练
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

2010-03-23T00:03:00.003+08:00

On the 21st, went out with Baby for the celebration of our 6th month. Went to Causeway to catch Alice In The Wonderland. Quite an awesome movie. Had our lunch at " Dian Xiao Er " , & the meals there were quite delicious. After movie went for a lil walk, bought some drinks and foods before heading back home. Back to my place then sent Baby home at 9 plus.

Baby's mood today is like..... Hope she'll be fine tomorrow ):

2010-03-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

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Baby which one you want ?

2010-03-21T00:16:00.001+08:00

Happy 6th Month Baby !

Met Baby in the afternoon, had a slight quarrel. Things got better awhile after that. Went back home with Baby around. She's sick ): Get well soon my dear ! Watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button in HBO, after that sent bi home at 1145 (: Tomorrow will be catching A.I.T.W.L with Baby !

2010-03-19T20:03:00.004+08:00

Went to work in the morning, didn't realize that i've not recovered from my illness past few days. All came back again, even worse. Went to Timah to see doctor & doctor told me about all my sickness. Waited for very long! Prescribed the medicines, 7 types of them :/ cabbed back home, bought cigg, sleep (:

I don't know what true love is,

2010-03-17T19:36:00.005+08:00

Why can't you think. Not i want to say you or whatever, you yourself could see how sick i'm nowadays. & You even told me that i looked so blur. My brain is not even working well this few days, why can't you understand. Ya, i asked 2 questions properly to you before we meet. Just because of that 2 questions, you chose not to meet me when you jolly well know that these few days i definitely need someone beside me. Those 2 questions were you once promised me you wont do it anymore. So am i wrong to ask you those questions? Ya, you said i'm selfish, in what way am i selfish? Just wanted some time to take a good look at you, just wanted some time to being able to lie in between your arms and rest, am i wrong? Ya, just take it as i'm selfish. If you said i'm selfish, there are a lot of things i could mention out to prove that i'm not as selfish as you think i'm. If you're understandable enough, you will know what i'm talking about. I did all the things for you when i didn't even do for anyone before. When i said people said that i've done to much for you, you said i want listen to them? So what you're trying to show me, show me that you think that i've not done enough for you. I know i'm useless ok, i'm not a boyf who can satisfy you no matter what i did. I showered you all my love and concern. When you fell down at the staircase, i brought you home and applied ointment for you. When you're sick, i bought you to the doctor immediately. Have you forgotten all these? Who did all these for you before? You're expecting too much from me, i'm not a superman, i'm just a ordinary man. When people talk bad about you, i argued back. When you're facing any problems, i was there, or were i not ? When you told me you don't like this and that, have i tried my best to change? I did all i could make it possible for you. I swallowed all the pains you gave me in the past. Even things which made me think that you're bringing on a third party into our relationship, I swallowed and got over it as fast as possible. Because i want us to be fine, to be happy. All i want is your love and concern. But why you always chose to put things in a hard way for us. We could spend time to be happily together rather than quarreling right? I gave in, i told you all these, i asked you where you were because i want to see you real soon, you don't even bother, all you told me was hell hell and hell. Being a boyf of yours, you chose to hide yourself away from me, yet you said i was the one who wanted to quarrel and make us can't meet. Honey, i want to love you properly, but why can't you at least make this relationship smooth? I'm breaking down, you know?

2010-03-17T18:03:00.001+08:00

One-sided.

Sometimes, you just have to forget the rules, follow your heart and see where it takes you. Never apologize for saying what you feel cause that’s like saying sorry for being real. Never regret anything you said or did because at some point, it was what you wanted. True strength it being able to hold it all together when everyone else is expecting you to fall apart.

2010-03-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

Not feeling well still these few days. Met up friend for some stuffs then after met Baby at void deck. Smoked a stick then went home. I slept while Baby's watching tv, woke up & sent her home at around 1030.

2010-03-14T00:57:00.002+08:00

My love.

Don't bloody talk about yesterday. The worst day of my life. Devastating, hate it.
Went to work in the morning & came back home around 1. Meet co's at 6 plus slacked, then went to meet Baby at around 9. Send her home at 1130 (:

2010-03-11T15:30:00.002+08:00

I don't want to live To waste another day Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside I don't want to fall and say I lost it all Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall Leaving pieces of me behind And I feel like I'm breaking inside

2010-03-09T17:21:00.001+08:00

I love you, Wsy.
210909 ,

2010-03-02T22:43:00.002+08:00

Act.

Ok , didn't sleep ytd night as I went to work . Tiring . Ended work around 10 in the morning, went to get a hair cut, bought a hair dye, then went home with friend to finish doing all our stuffs. Hahas, waited for the dye to penetrate, I fell asleep :/ Woke up around 45 mins, washed my hair then back to rest again. Woke up in the evening, had my dinner. (:

2010-02-27T00:50:00.007+08:00

Haha (:

2010-02-25T15:47:00.000+08:00

Time to start afresh (:

2010-02-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 3 plus in the afternoon. Went Greenridge to meet up a friend first before heading to six head & slacked with Co's and else. Started playing basketball at 8 plus until 10. Went somewhere to sit down & chill. Back to hometown, bought cig & back home (:

2010-02-23T22:24:00.001+08:00

Saying goodbye to your lover is a heartbreaking moment. You feel as if a part of you is being separated and going of to do something else. You are used to relying on each other for everything. Every decision from the smallest to the largest is made with the consultation of your life partner. When you are separated, you must accustom yourself to living single. You don't have the constant reassurance of having someone to lean one. This feeling takes getting used to.

2010-02-22T20:57:00.002+08:00

Painfully broken.

Met co's at 6 head, waited for some to come after school. Played basketball until 8, went Kfc for dinner, walked home with friend at 9.

True love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends. But letting go, is one way of saying I love you.

2010-02-20T17:57:00.001+08:00

He died, from a broken heart.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.
Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

2010-02-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

Met bi 5 plus , sent her home at 8 plus.
Sorry ! I dont know what to post ! (:

2010-02-17T03:06:00.005+08:00

A day out (:

Alright, firstly, happy CNY to everybody (:
Went different place to greet a happy Cny to my relatives. Spent nights quarreling with her, which i don't wish to mention what i found out already. As for today, went to k Box at Cineleisure with cliques, & had quite some fun. Enjoyed. Hahas, goodnight everybody (:

2010-02-10T21:19:00.001+08:00

Today's not a good day. Woke up at 3 today, used com & met up co's at. Slacked, then headed over Fajar for stingray dinner, went back 419 & smoked. Back home at 9 (:

2010-02-10T16:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday slept, woke up get my scoldings. Met Baby, sent her home 9. Nothing much to post though, supposed to go Suntec today but friends didn't wake up. Fuckyouall.

2010-02-08T22:06:00.001+08:00

There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer,
no disease that enough love will not heal,
no door that enough love will not open,
no gulf that enough love will not bridge,
no wall that enough love will not throw down,
no sin that enough love will not redeem.
It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble,
how hopeless the outlook; how muddled the tangle; how great the mistake.
A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all.
If only you could love enough you would be
the happiest and most powerful being in the world.

2010-02-07T16:00:00.001+08:00

On the 5th, you lied.
On the 6th, you said i'm unreasonable.
On the 7th, you said i started everything, when you showed your attitude first.

Why the fuck you want to put me through all faults?
Think!

2010-02-07T15:08:00.000+08:00

HOW THEY HAVE SEX

ACCOUNTANTS are good with figures.

ACTORS do it on cue.

ADVERTISERS use the "new, improved" method.

AMBULANCE DRIVERS come quicker.

ANSI does it in the standard way

ARCHEOLOGISTS like it old.

ARCHITECTS have great plans.

ARTISTS are exhibitionists.

ASSEMBLY LINE WORKERS do it over and over.

ASTRONOMERS do it with Uranus.

ATTORNEYS make better motions.

AUDITORS like to examine figures.

BABYSITTERS charge by the hour.

BAILIFFS always come to order.

BAKERS knead it daily.

BAND MEMBERS play all night.

BANKERS do it with interest - penalty for early withdrawal.

BARBERS do it with shear pleasure.

BARTENDERS do it on the rocks.

BASEBALL PLAYERS make it to first base.

BASKETBALL PLAYERS score more often.

BEEKEEPERS like to eat their honey.

BEER BREWERS do it with more hops.

BEER DRINKERS get more head.

BICYCLISTS do it with 10 speeds.

BOOKKEEPERS do it with double entry.

BOSSES delegate the task to others.

BOWLERS have bigger balls.

BRICKLAYERS lay all day.

BRIDGE PLAYERS try to get a rubber.

BUS DRIVERS come early and pull out on time.

BUTCHERS have better meat.

C'Bers do it on the air.

CAMPERS do it in a tent.

CARPENTERS hammer it harder.

CARPET LAYERS do it on the floor.

CHEERLEADERS do it with more enthusiasm.

CHEMISTS like to experiment.

CHESS PLAYERS check their mates.

CHIROPRACTORS do it by manipulation.

CLOCK MAKERS do it mechanically.

CLOWNS do it for laughs.

COACHES whistle while they work.

COBOL PROGRAMMERS do it with bugs.

COCKTAIL WAITRESSES serve highballs.

COMPUTER GAME PLAYERS just can't stop.

COMPUTER OPERATORS get the most out of their software.

CONSTRUCTION WORKERS lay a better foundation.

CONSULTANTS tell other how to do it.

COPS have bigger guns.

COWBOYS handle anything horny.

COWGIRLS like to ride bareback.

CRANE OPERATORS have swinging balls.

CREDIT MANAGERS always collect.

DANCERS do it in leaps and bounds.

DEADHEADS do it with Jerry.

DEER HUNTERS will do anything for a buck.

DENTAL HYGIENISTS do it till it hurts.

DENTISTS do it in your mouth.

DETECTIVES do it under cover.

DIETICIANS eat better.

DIRECT MAILERS get it in the sack.

DIVERS do it deeper.

DOCTORS do it with patience.

DRUGGISTS fill your prescription.

DRUMMERS do it in 4/4 time.

DRY WALLER'S are better bangers.

ELECTRICIANS check your shorts.

ENGINEERS charge by the hour.

EXECUTIVES have large staffs.

FARMERS spread it around.

FIREMEN are always in heat.

FISHERMEN are proud of their rods.

FOOTBALL PLAYERS are measured by the yard.

FOUR-WHEELERS eat more bush.

FURRIERS appreciate good beaver.

GARBAGE MEN come once a week.

GARDENERS have 50 foot hoses.

GAS STATION ATTENDANTS pump all day.

GEOLOGISTS are great explorers.

GOLFERS do it in 18 holes.

GYMNASTS mount and dismount well.

HACKERS do it with fewer instructions.

HAIRDRESSERS give the best blow jobs.

HAM OPERATORS do it with frequency.

HANDYMEN like good screws.

HEWLETT PACKARD does it with precision.

HORSEBACK RIDERS stay in the saddle longer.

HUNTERS do it with a bang.

INSURANCE SALESMEN are premium lovers.

INTERIOR DECORATORS do it all over the house.

INVENTORS find a way.

JANITORS clean up afterwards.

JEWELERS mount real gems.

JOGGERS do it on the run.

LANDSCAPERS plant it deeper.

LAWYERS do it in their briefs.

LIBRARIANS do it quietly.

LOCKSMITHS can get into anything.

LONG DISTANCE RUNNERS last longer.

MACHINISTS make the best screws.

MAGICIANS are quicker than the eye.

MAINTENANCE MEN sweep 'em off their feet.

MANAGERS supervise others.

MARKETING REPs do it on commission.

MILKMEN deliver twice a week.

MILLIONAIRES pay to have it done.

MINERS sink deeper shafts.

MINISTERS do it on Sundays.

MISSILE MEN have better thrust.

MODELS do it in any position.

MODEM MANUFACTURERS do it with all sorts of characters.

MOTORCYCLISTS like something hot between their legs.

MOVIE STARS do it on film.

MUSICIANS do it with rhythm.

NONSMOKERS do it without huffing and puffing.

NURSES call the shots.

OCEANOGRAPHERS do it down under.

OPERATORS do it person-to-person.

OPTOMETRISTS do it face-to-face.

PAINTERS do it with longer strokes.

PARAMEDICS PHOTOGRAPHERS do it with a flash.

PHYSICISTS do it with uniform harmonic motion.

PILOTS keep it up longer.

PLUMBERS do it under the sink.

POLICEMEN like big busts.

POLITICIANS do it for 4 years then have to get re-erected.

POSTMEN come slower.

PRINTERS do it without wrinkling the sheets.

PRINTERS reproduce the fastest.

PROCTOLOGISTS do it in the end.

PROFESSORS do it by the book.

RACERS like to come in first.

RACQUETBALL PLAYERS do it off the wall..

RADIO and TV ANNOUNCERS broadcast it.

REAL ESTATE PEOPLE know all the prime spots.

RECYCLERS use it again.

REPAIRMEN can fix anything.

REPORTERS do it daily.

RESEARCHERS are still looking for it.

RETAILERS move their merchandise.

ROOFERS do it on top.

RUNNERS get into more pants.

SAILORS like to be blown.

SALESPEOPLE have away with their tongues.

SCIENTISTS discovered it.

SECRETARIES do it from 9 to 5.

SKYDIVERS are good till the last drop.

SOCCER PLAYERS have leather balls.

SPEECH PATHOLOGISTS are oral specialists.

SPELUNKERS do it underground.

SPORTSCASTERS like an instant replay.

STEWARDESSES do it in the air.

STUDENTS use their heads.

SURGEONS are smooth operators.

TAILORS make it fit.

TAXI DRIVERS do it all over town.

TAXIDERMISTS mount anything.

TELEPHONE CO. EMPLOYEES let their fingers do the walking.

TELLERS can handle all deposits and withdrawals.

TENNIS PLAYERS have fuzzy balls.

TRUCK DRIVERS have bigger dipsticks.

TRUCKERS carry bigger loads.

TYPISTS do it in triplicate.

VETERINARIANS are pussy lovers.

VOLLEYBALL PLAYERS keep it up.

WAITRESSES serve it piping hot.

WATER SKIERS come down harder.

WELDERS have hotter rods.

WRESTLERS know the best holds.

WRITERS have novel ways.

ZOOLOGISTS do it with animal instinct.

Haha (:

2010-02-07T14:17:00.002+08:00

I want to be your mate, not your fool.

Woke up at around 11plus yesterday. Met my friends & played basketball all the way from 3 plus to 8 plus. Bloody tired, & I perspired a lot. Haha. Saw Elisa, Baby & Kimberly walked past so went over to look for them awhile after. A lot of things happened, & I don't wish to mention. Sent her home at 1 plus.

2010-02-06T00:11:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 10 in the morning, rolled around on my bed. Couldn't pull myself away from my cozy bed. Haha, met Baby around 5. Was very fine at first before i found out something, which i don't really wish to mention about it anymore. Quarreled. But we still managed to solve it as soon as possible. Cooked dinner for her & sent her home at around 1130p.m. Nothing much (:

2010-02-04T22:49:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 10 plus in the morning today. Then planned to go Lot one to get more of my stuffs. Yeap, so went there around 2 plus with my friend then shopped around. Was looking for perfume & i took hours to decide which to buy. Finally, made up my mind & bought the Beckham's Signature for 82 bucks. Got my belt also, total cost me a hundred plus. Trained back at around 5 plus, met Baby & Kimberly. Slacked awhile Baby came to my house. Took her nap, then sent her home at 8 plus.

2010-02-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

SUPER BORING !!!!!

2010-02-01T11:10:00.003+08:00

Ok peoplee,
so long never update already, & Baby's complaining.
Ok, as for yesterday,
met up co's down to ION,
shopped already & bought myself a topman tee.
Then off to Shaw house and have a walk.
Had our lunch then off to Bugis.
Bought a necklace for Baby (:
Hope you like it.
Follow them to arcade awhile while waiting for my necklace to be done,
then bought a burger from MOS before heading down to Timah to finish buying all my stuffs (:
Back to hometown at 9 plus 10.
Met Baby & Elisa under my block area,
slacked awhile.
Shared with one another the stuffs we bought.
Baby came to my place,
then sent her home at 12 plus 1 (:

2010-01-22T02:44:00.000+08:00

Happy 4th months Baby.

2010-01-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

Not very good these few days. Many things happened and i don't wish to mention. Fajar yesterday with Bei He, drank for the whole day. From 1 plus in the afternoon until 6 in the morning. Baby sick, brought her to consult the doctor. Quarrel. Ah, don't know. Goodnight peopleeeeeee (:

2010-01-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

Been so long since i last updated. Hahas. Ok, just talk about today. Went outside WSS and waited for friends. Super long, from 2 plus waited till 4 plus. Went over Greenridge have my lunch & met Baby. Taught her with her homework. Back to my place then sent her home @ 8 plus . (:

2010-01-05T23:22:00.002+08:00

Each day is a new canvas to paint upon. Make sure your picture is full of life and happiness, and at the end of the day you don't look at it and wish you had painted something different.

2010-01-03T18:08:00.006+08:00

Cooked this dishes for you, when you were at Judy's place still.
Thought this could be the last meal I could make for you before your school reopens.
You know I hate to prepare meals alone, but yes, i went through today.
But after I've prepared all these, there were certain things which I really didn't thought i would see. I hope you really will feel something when you saw this post. Why is this happening to us. You're making me feel that you don't want to be with me anymore. You took hours to reply my messages.

God, turn this back for me, please.
Who is she now ? ):
I'm really breaking down, soon.

2010-01-02T15:15:00.002+08:00

Fly away from here. Escape from all.

2010-01-01T18:54:00.004+08:00

2010 ! (:

Ok, intended to go Vivo but Bei he called & asked me over to the ktv pub. Cabbed over there with Gavin, Zhen han & Alex. Drank our mind off, had our own fun with those hot bods. God. Photos to be unseen, so not gonna post it. 10 jugs or beer & 2 martells. Thanks Bei he ! Drunk, paid them their tips for joining in our room. Then cabbed over to Singapore Flyers. A lot things happened, not gonna say about it. Bought 2 cartons of beer, joined in the crowd and dance along. Haha, shaked our beer and we sprayed all the gas out. Really fucking high. & Fucking crowded. Super fun! Went over to the sea side, sat down, each person held a stone. Said all our wishes out, and threw the stones into the sea. Then started drinking our hearts out again ! Haha, walked around, and fuck those malays ! Cabbed back home, was really happy ! Thanks guys.

I'll start off anew ! (:

2009-12-31T01:19:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 11 today, met co. and went over WestSpring sec to play lion dance with them. Haha, rained so cabbed back with Shafika which Gavin initiated to take the free ride. Went back home with them along, changed then back to 419. Eugene came awhile later with his girlfriend & friend. Played basketball & soccer. Slacked a lil while, back home ! (:

2009-12-18T23:59:00.004+08:00

Stevensiahweiliang is lazy to post his blog so weesinyi is here to help him post .
Hahahas (: Lovedieyou la (:
&Lastly WE got no time entertain those bloody spammers la deys , grow up please !

2009-12-15T23:53:00.006+08:00

" Woah, didn't know you sing so well." (:

Woke up at 12 in the afternoon today & went k box with a group of cheeky guys. Okay, was at cineleisure. Went arcade before heading to k box as they want to play the maximum tune, joined along. Spent around half an hour there, went to k box on the 8th storey but was full so went to the room at the 4th storey before getting a place at 8th at 5.30. Had beer, cigarettes. Got to sing, going crazy, blah blah, ended our session at around 8. Went KFC for dinner & all went back to hometown (: Headed off to meet Baby first, came to my place, applied ointment on her ankle which she sprained when she fell from the stairs. Clumsyyyy. Get well soon my dear. (:

2009-12-13T23:10:00.005+08:00

Ah, finally a week of working for consecutively 4 days is over. Tired die me man. Okay, ending up the last day meeting Baby at my place (:

" Bi, pei me talk, if not i will fall asleep " I said to Baby.
" If you tired then sleep okay " Baby replied.
& guess what, the moment she said this, I started snoring & fell asleep !

Still many things about today when I was sleeping, but I dont want to say. Haha. Yeap, Baby watched Tv while waiting for me to wake up. Woke up at around 6 then Baby started sharing with me what happened when I was halfway asleep. Laughing like mad. Only if we could spend everyday like this, god damn happy (: Had dinner with my cook ! & Sent baby home at 1030 (:

2009-12-12T20:07:00.002+08:00

If you don't wanna love me,
then I'll find somebody else who will.
Find another kind of thrill,
find another way to fill this loneliness.

2009-12-07T01:46:00.003+08:00

Went down to meet Co.s, played awhile soccer & slacked. 3 days of lone. Over! Ohmyfuckinggod. Went 419 to meet Baby up, brought her back my place & solved things out. Dinner & Tv. We're back. I promised her I'll change, yes, I'll.

I won't take it for granted. I love you too, honey.

2009-12-07T00:57:00.002+08:00

Change myself.

2009-12-02T01:20:00.010+08:00

My love for you, is real.

2009-12-02T00:37:00.004+08:00

I want to be your ideal mate.
Yes, I'm sorry to have the thoughts of letting you go again & again.
It's not because I'm not serious in you, but sometimes certain issues made me feel that we're both not satisfied with one another to go on an relationship.
But after looking back to what we've been through to build up this relationship,
It took us quite a deal to become who we are today.
I promised you I would hold you forever,
& yes, have my words.
It's not easy for us to go through all these quarrels I know,
but still, I believe we can definitely build something out of these.
I love you! (:

2009-11-28T00:22:00.004+08:00

Super tired, gonna turn in now.
Good night people (:

2009-11-24T03:11:00.001+08:00

我好想你！

对不起 - w.sinyi

2009-11-22T15:56:00.003+08:00

No matter how famous you're in gangsterism,
no matter how well you excel in career,
no matter how well-known you're among people etc..
you're just a small creature roaming around in the earth.

2009-11-22T12:53:00.004+08:00

I can take the pain, only to a certain limit.

2009-11-21T02:24:00.009+08:00

Met her in the afternoon, sent her home at 9 plus, not a good day.

Met up friends & slacked at 7-eleven, saw few of my friends passed by, chatted & thought about the past. Then back home (:

一个幸福不一定快乐
谢谢是你让我懂了
面对心痛也舍得放手.

2009-11-20T00:38:00.004+08:00

The little sexy housewife was built so well the TV repairman couldn't keep his eyes off of her. Every time she came in the room, he'd near about jerk his neck right out of joint looking at her.

When he'd finished she paid him and said, "I'm going to make a... well... unusual request. But you have to first promise me you'll keep it a secret."

The repairman quickly agreed and she went on. "Well, it's kind of embarrassing to talk about, but while my husband is a kind, decent man -- sigh -- he has a certain physical weakness. A certain disability. Now, I'm a woman and you're a man..."

The repairman could hardly speak, "Yes, yes!"

"And since I've been wanting to ever since you came in the door..."

"Yes, yes!"

"Would you help me move the refrigerator?"
__________________________________________
Bill was standing in the lingerie store staring at a collection of Wonder Bras.

The clerk noticed he had been there for some time and that he appeared to be having trouble picking one out. She walked over and asked him if she could be of assistance.

Bill answered, "Well... if it's a Wonder Bra, am I supposed to pick the size she is, or the size I want her to be?"

2009-11-19T22:47:00.004+08:00

Where are we heading to ?

2009-11-19T00:04:00.004+08:00

Lost then found, & lost again. Ok, fine. It's all my fault.

2009-11-17T01:03:00.004+08:00

Went Grandma house ytd for a open house celebration. Baby was with me (: Had our dinner together & I went drinking again :/ Sorry hon. Went home at around 5 plus in the morning, slept. Woke up at around 2 plus before meeting Baby at around 4. Cooked her dinner, watched tv & sent her home.

Baby, I'll hold you tight, I promise you.

2009-11-15T01:54:00.002+08:00

Ladies ladies ladies, fuck you upside down.

2009-11-14T19:16:00.003+08:00

This feeling is not nice at all ):

2009-11-13T23:05:00.005+08:00

Super long day ahead. Okay, start from yesterday. Didn't sleep probably having insomnia. Headed over to Senja at 9 plus in the morning to meet ZhenHan & JiaHui. Actually intended to meet Baby awhile before she went Sentosa with co, but she claimed that it's late already. So, didn't (: Vincent came down awhile later and we played basketball for a hour or two before getting back home to prepare for a swim at Jurong Sports Hall. Relaxed, talked, played, swam, then went back Hometown at 4 plus. Had a nap while waiting for Baby to be back from Vivo. Went A-star actually for dinner, yet ended up drinking. Baby reached, went over to look for her, but awhile only ): Friends then came down after that because they intended to have a night together. I went off to Bukit Timah awhile later to meet some of my friends, and the rest of the day, I don't want to say already. I miss Baby ! ):
As for today, woke up at 3 plus in the afternoon by Baby's bombing. Hahas. Planned to meet up so Baby came over my place at 4 plus. Rested awhile before I cooked for Baby. Maggie, ChickenChop & Veggie. Sent Baby back home at 10 plus (:

Honey, sorry for what happened yesterday night. Like I explained before, I'll go haywire when you're not around for long. Everything will be fine. I've not faded, I'll still here a piece. No matter what happens, I promise you we'll still be together. Hold on to me, & I'll show you more about love ahead of us. 我答应你.

2009-11-12T00:43:00.004+08:00

Baby, soon it's gonna be 2 months already. Yes, been a lot of quarrels & arguements everywhere between us, but still, we managed to overcome them. & Of course if could be better, i hope we can cut down on all these because it's really hard for me to go through time like this. & I believe same goes to you. I believed you've also done your part in this relationship, I know you've tried very hard. Really appreciate all these, but sometimes your attitude also .. ! Yeah, mine is not any better though, but I promise (!) I'll change on myself also. Sooner or later, I'm going to NS already. Please take good care of yourself, & I promise you, you'll be the only one who's going to stay in my heart. Promise me too, & promise me your stay!
我是真心爱你的, 你自己知道对不对?
宝贝, 直到永远, 我都是你的男人.
我答应你.