Isolate, to resolve?



Woke up late at 10 when i'm supposed to have a medical report at Cmpb at 8:30. Ok, called & changed to appt to 1 in the afternoon. Meet up cliques at 11, went Lot one & shopped around & brought myself a slippers. Bought our lunch @ Ock, then headed off to smoke before to Cmpb. Waited for so long for the M.O! Finshed everything at 3 plus, then went for soccer before coming back home.

Memories, is better than nothing.

Went town in the afternoon after waking up at 2 plus. Woke up to see my bill which cost 400plus. What the hell is wrong. Ok, prepared then headed to town (: Chilled , & went for a pool session at Concord. Haha, played for 3 hours, went to walk around town. Was 10 plus, so took bus & headed back home. Gotta work later on, screw me off.

Been working nowadays, super tired. Met Bi in the afternoon, & the kitten. Haha, cooked, ate our dinner, sent her home at 10 (:

断了的弦 再怎么连 我的感觉 你已听不见 你 的转变 像断掉的弦 再怎么接 音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨 我沉默 你的话也不多 我们之间少了什么 不说 哎哟 微 笑后 表情终于有点难过 握着你的手 问你 确定了再走 我突然释怀地笑 笑声盘旋半山腰 随风在飘摇啊摇 来到你 的面前绕 你泪水往下地掉 说会记住我的好 我也弯着了嘴角笑 你的美 已经给了谁 追了又追 我要不回 我了解 离开树的叶 属于地上的世界 凋谢 断了的弦 再弹一遍 我的世界 你不在里面 我的指尖 已经弹出茧 还是无法留你在我 身边 断了的弦 再怎么练 我的感觉 你已听不见 你的转变 像断掉的弦 再怎么接 音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨

On the 21st, went out with Baby for the celebration of our 6th month. Went to Causeway to catch Alice In The Wonderland. Quite an awesome movie. Had our lunch at " Dian Xiao Er " , & the meals there were quite delicious. After movie went for a lil walk, bought some drinks and foods before heading back home. Back to my place then sent Baby home at 9 plus.

Baby's mood today is like..... Hope she'll be fine tomorrow ):

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Baby which one you want ?

Happy 6th Month Baby !



Met Baby in the afternoon, had a slight quarrel. Things got better awhile after that. Went back home with Baby around. She's sick ): Get well soon my dear ! Watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button in HBO, after that sent bi home at 1145 (: Tomorrow will be catching A.I.T.W.L with Baby !

Went to work in the morning, didn't realize that i've not recovered from my illness past few days. All came back again, even worse. Went to Timah to see doctor & doctor told me about all my sickness. Waited for very long! Prescribed the medicines, 7 types of them :/ cabbed back home, bought cigg, sleep (:

I don't know what true love is,

Why can't you think. Not i want to say you or whatever, you yourself could see how sick i'm nowadays. & You even told me that i looked so blur. My brain is not even working well this few days, why can't you understand. Ya, i asked 2 questions properly to you before we meet. Just because of that 2 questions, you chose not to meet me when you jolly well know that these few days i definitely need someone beside me. Those 2 questions were you once promised me you wont do it anymore. So am i wrong to ask you those questions? Ya, you said i'm selfish, in what way am i selfish? Just wanted some time to take a good look at you, just wanted some time to being able to lie in between your arms and rest, am i wrong? Ya, just take it as i'm selfish. If you said i'm selfish, there are a lot of things i could mention out to prove that i'm not as selfish as you think i'm. If you're understandable enough, you will know what i'm talking about. I did all the things for you when i didn't even do for anyone before. When i said people said that i've done to much for you, you said i want listen to them? So what you're trying to show me, show me that you think that i've not done enough for you. I know i'm useless ok, i'm not a boyf who can satisfy you no matter what i did. I showered you all my love and concern. When you fell down at the staircase, i brought you home and applied ointment for you. When you're sick, i bought you to the doctor immediately. Have you forgotten all these? Who did all these for you before? You're expecting too much from me, i'm not a superman, i'm just a ordinary man. When people talk bad about you, i argued back. When you're facing any problems, i was there, or were i not ? When you told me you don't like this and that, have i tried my best to change? I did all i could make it possible for you. I swallowed all the pains you gave me in the past. Even things which made me think that you're bringing on a third party into our relationship, I swallowed and got over it as fast as possible. Because i want us to be fine, to be happy. All i want is your love and concern. But why you always chose to put things in a hard way for us. We could spend time to be happily together rather than quarreling right? I gave in, i told you all these, i asked you where you were because i want to see you real soon, you don't even bother, all you told me was hell hell and hell. Being a boyf of yours, you chose to hide yourself away from me, yet you said i was the one who wanted to quarrel and make us can't meet. Honey, i want to love you properly, but why can't you at least make this relationship smooth? I'm breaking down, you know?

One-sided.

Sometimes, you just have to forget the rules, follow your heart and see where it takes you. Never apologize for saying what you feel cause that’s like saying sorry for being real. Never regret anything you said or did because at some point, it was what you wanted. True strength it being able to hold it all together when everyone else is expecting you to fall apart.

Not feeling well still these few days. Met up friend for some stuffs then after met Baby at void deck. Smoked a stick then went home. I slept while Baby's watching tv, woke up & sent her home at around 1030.

My love.



Don't bloody talk about yesterday. The worst day of my life. Devastating, hate it.
Went to work in the morning & came back home around 1. Meet co's at 6 plus slacked, then went to meet Baby at around 9. Send her home at 1130 (:

I don't want to live To waste another day Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside I don't want to fall and say I lost it all Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall Leaving pieces of me behind And I feel like I'm breaking inside

I love you, Wsy.
210909 ,

Act.

Ok , didn't sleep ytd night as I went to work . Tiring . Ended work around 10 in the morning, went to get a hair cut, bought a hair dye, then went home with friend to finish doing all our stuffs. Hahas, waited for the dye to penetrate, I fell asleep :/ Woke up around 45 mins, washed my hair then back to rest again. Woke up in the evening, had my dinner. (: