Went working in the morning and came back home at around 8 plus.
Woke up at 4 plus (:
Be staying at home today, no programmes.
Sian !
I want to go BBDC to enroll for my driving license,
but I'm lazy.
Ah, enough.
Lazy to talk so much tho.
Goodbye people (:

I love you baby,
from the bottom of my heart.
I swear to you,
I'll be everywhere around you,
as long as you need someone to be there.
I promise.

我要大声地对你说声我爱你.

I . C . F . K . D . I . F . O . Y . A . S . T . Y . T . I . A . L . Y . W . M . H (:

第七次!

Good night (:

I was never the one who let my feeling shows.

5th time , 2nd time.

Went to work today in the morning & bloody hell cut my leg.
Fook.
A piece of the flesh came out & was so bloody :/
Went consulting a 24-hour clinic and the doctor sibei guai lan.

Doctor : " You want to stitch?
Me : " I don't want."
Doctor : " Don't want then don't want lor. "

Cock ley the doctor, his dressing was so shag & when my ah ma talked to him, he didn't even reply her.
Blah, nvm.
Went home to sleep & woke up around 3 before heading down to Greenridge.
Slacked and went home at around 9:30.
5th time ! (:
Bye people.

You're the one,
I saw what is love.

Woke up at 3 plus heading down to Fajar and Greenridge.
Slacked & played basketball after my 4th time ! (:
Haha.
Ok, went over Fajar to have my dinner before heading back to Greenridge looking for Kimberly, Ben, Jia Hui and Leon after their work.
Nothing much to post tho.
Will stop here,
good night people ! (:

I miss you ! ):

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is staring holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is staring holes in me again,
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is staring holes in me again,
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

Woke up late!
Supposedly twelve but I woke up at 1:30 :/
Met Si Xian, Gavin at Fajar before meeting Han & Eugene.
Headed over to CCK to look for Sinyi & co.
Went over to JP for a movie as planned.
" Scared until laugh"
again ._.
Ok,
then went walking around before we reached back Fajar & to Greenridge at around 8 plus.
Went back home at 11 plus (:

爱你不是爱给别人看.

借我一辈子.

Back at home (:
7th month, haha.
Woke up at 3 in the afternoon and went down to Greenridge as usual.
There was conflict which happened & was solved.
Why people cannot relax & enjoy their life?
Fuck man.
Nevermind.
Haha,
I don't know what to write.
& Today is the second time,
second! (:

You'll always be the one,
i'm looking for.
I love you (:

Wah bloody ass.
I was posting then my computer shut down.
& now i've to re-type.
Fine.
I'll post about today if not somebody will say that I only post about my feelings.
Blah.
Woke up at 2 today and received a msg that they'll be heading over to Greenridge soon.
Dragged myself up to bathe and headed down there to look for them.
Ok, had kfc for my lunch and we headed over to the basketball court.
Chit chatted until 5 plus and some of them went home.
Sian loh ):
Ok, i stayed there until 8 plus & went home.
Then received Eugene's call to accompany him for his dinner at Fajar while i'll have mine too.
Went over to Greenridge again ! to look for Ben and back to Fajar for a chat.
Back home at 12 (:

我要让你更快乐. WW (:

Okay,
I'll talk about today if not somebody's gg to say I only talk about my feelings.
Blah blah,
woke up at 2 in the afternoon and received msg that they'll be at Greenridge today.
Woke up, bathe & headed there.
Had kfc for my lunch & went to basketball court & slacked.
Some went home at 5 plus,
sian loh ):
Played basketball at 8 plus then went back home (:
Eugene called again,
& asked me to accompany him to have his dinner while i'll have mine too.

醋不好吃! ):

我爱的人,只有你.

I miss you.
& This is the fact which will never change.
I urge to see you everyday.
Although time is all we need,
I'll have my patience.
Because I want to be your everything & you to be my everything,
one day.

I love you (:

你一个人失了魂清晨哭到夜深
不要别人问
我不出声一直等听你说你心疼
当时好傻好天真
如果可以我愿意这样陪你到永恒
让我照顾你面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己像个孩子躺在我怀里
让我照顾你在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情在明天等着你
然而在你最需要的此刻请让我轻抚你
总有一天会有人一个懂你的人
让你从此不心疼
如果可以我愿意这样陪你到永恒
让我照顾你面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己像个孩子躺在我怀里
让我照顾你在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情在明天等着你
然而在你最需要的此刻请让我照顾你
你看破了虚伪拆穿爱的假面
后悔曾经为他付出一切
我会在你身边当你伤心欲绝
不奢望你涌然泉源
当你对这世界失去信任请让我照顾你.

You should know I love you,
you should know I want you,
I told you these, almost everyday.
If you need a good boyfriend,
I'll be your best boyfriend.
& Anything you want,
I'll definitely try my best to fulfil them for you.
I promise.

I want you, only ):

就在那时刻,我发觉我真的爱上你了 (:

You deserve all these criticisms.
Because i don't need anyone like you in my life.
You lied to me when we're together.
& Even after we've broke up,
you still lie,
not once,
not twice,
not thrice,
but more than 5 times.
Just in a week time or so.
Defending a guy,
for consecutively 2 days,
coming out with all sorts of lies.
It seems like you only need guys in your life.
At the same time,
telling me that you didn't expected things between me & you to turn out this way.
Also at the same time,
asking me to go back to you.
Hey please,
do you think that I'll be so fucking stupid to go back to someone like you.
I know more of ourselves than you,
because you were never bloody concerned.
I brought you up to who you're today.
I changed you,
I tried giving you advice on how to succeed in life,
I brought you out to see more of the world like you claimed I did.
What have i not done?
In these 4 months,
I did so much.
& What about you,
all you knew was how to lie, lie, & lie.
& Worse of all, i tolerated unpleasant comments from your unreasonable mother WHEN I DID NOTHING WRONG.
& You didn't seem to even remember that bloody incident when you were actually the one who caused all these !
What the hell.
Please,
you're nothing to me,
if you think,
you'll realize,
who am I to you than who you are to me.
Goodbye.

Please dont blame me for all these outcomes.
You brought these all upon yourself.
I've told you to cherish me,
stop all your lies and just be honest & faithful towards our relationship.
But all my words have never once hit into your mind.
I've to leave,
because i know that i couldn't take it any longer.
You asked me to be back to you,
but have you ever thought of why i always rejected?
Because I'm not able to trust you anymore,
I don't want to trust you,
because all my words,
all my efforts,
have been drained by both your bare hands.
You left me dumbfounded.
I don't want all these to repeat anymore.
I don't believe that I have not tried my best to be your ideal boyfriend.
You always told me that I'll always be your best boyfriend,
but in the other hand,
you don't cherish me.
You're spinning me round & round,
until now.
I chose to left,
& I believe that I've made the right choice.
Don't cry anymore.
& Please, don't blame me for all these.