这次你给我的伤害,我不知道要如何去控制.
You could never imagine this kind of pain you put me through.

Recap from where we started to let it grow until now, everything seemed running away.



你的爱走了 我的心碎了
我彻底被你伤透了
如果你爱我 就别伤害我
难道我们的缘分已散了
没 有我你是不是很快乐
如果是这样 我会让你走
感谢老天爷让我们相爱过.

Falling into loneliness.



I can't feel the love anymore. Been days, or rather weeks, things have been utterly bad for us. I don't know why, but it just seemed like you're never yourself anymore. & I have no idea on how to go on with this. This may just be a test for us, but a test which could make me feel like letting go. I don't feel your presence like how you would crave to meet me up in the past. Feelings for you started on the August, which grows deeper & closer through the days at chalet. 7 months, after 7 months, this is no longer us, no longer me, no longer you. There's no one to blame for this outcome. Perhaps it's just because we don't know how to rewind things back to normal. I don't know how to feel, to be angry, to be sad, to be disappointed etc, i'm just not myself. & I dk what to say anymore.

When you have only a chance to cherish the best cliques among all.



Woke up around 3 plus ytd, prepared & met Ah Ping. Went over Greenridge to sell my iPhone then went Plaza to get a new device. Went over Greenridge kopitiam & drank beer. 4 bottles of Tiger(s) then to 7-Eleven bought Kings Robert & went to the playground to slack. His brother called to meet up, & he's with another Kings Robert. Haha, went to meet him & played some games. We finished all ! & He's drunk, & i carried him home. Went to find Norman after that, had a few bottles of Carlsberg, then happily stroll back home (:

It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.

Slept a lot these 2 days. Feeling so awake. Haha. Woke up 1t 1230 today, before going to meet friends at Jurong then to Queensway. Shopped around, crapped around. Until then 7, came back Fajar to play soccer. Then went home at 9 plus. Working later ! Money money moneyyyy (:

Perhaps, you live much better without me.

最后的战役.


Worked yesterday & came back home around 12 p.m. Slept until 4 plus before going to Plaza to chill awhile. Nothing to do so bought a soccer ball & came back to play all the way until the lights turned off. Wah, super tired. Plus my legs super pain! Came back home, going to bathe soon, then sleep ! (: Goodnight peopleeeeeeee.

Went Fajar just now, played basketball with friends. Going off to 6head play basketball & chill soon ! (:

Holding on to someone who doesn't
even cherish you is hard.

hahahaha

Went to Imm in the afternoon. Walked around & had mac for our lunch. Went over to Chevron taking the shuttle bus. Wanted to go for bowl for it was down for repair ! Ok nvm, chilled around Chevron, played the arcade there. & Went back home (:

One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at
Hit me with your best shot.

I'm giving you a second chance
But you gotta understand
If you don't know how to love me
I will find someone who can
So read my lips for the last time
I tell you now with no regret
if you don't get your act together
Even your name, I will forget.

I wanna help you out, tell you what it's all about
What I feel, what I need, how's it gonna be
So what you wanna do, what you really wanna do
'Cause I've decided everything i want from you.

Reality sets in on me,
Twice a day or so,
To wipe away these memories,
We're making as we go,

These thoughts of you inside my mind,
That are humbled in my heart,
Knowing you're the perfect find,
I wont let us tear it all apart.

So I take it slow, take two steps back,
And go forward four steps more,
Past the point of no return,
So I duck and hit the floor,

And get back up, suppress these thoughts,
And keep my feelings on the low,
To have good times, make more memories,
And on and on the cycle grows.

And we both walk that sacred line,
between love and the obsessed,
Priceless times with you my love,
As I watch our love progress.

Priceless times, these memories,
That we're making as we go,
To defy the logic set in stone;
And this love we have to show.