避一只眼, 少说一句话.

I knew we could make it.

Woke up at 2:30 in the afternoon, & went over to meet Baby @ Greenridge (: Had their lunch then decided to go over to a playground & rot. Several topics we talked about then they started thinking back at their past, laughing at one another. Hahas, Judy & Elisa then went back at around 6 then the rest of us headed over to 419 before I sent Baby home at 7:30. Went back to find Co's for basketball & back home (: Baby told me that Fann Wong's wedding is very sweet & she wants to be like them if possible. Hahas, I'll try my best, but low possibilities that I could make it. Never mind though, I'll still try my best to make the time we spend together as sweet as possible alright, promise (:

我不怕苦, 只怕不够满足你.

都是我不好

Met Baby at 3 plus today as I woke up late. Intended to fetch her from school but didn't manage to. Sorry baby ! Slight quarrel between me & her. I told her I didn't smoke when she already saw me smoking. Felt super miserable when things were not going fine between me & baby. Oh man, sorry hon, I promise you this won't happen for the second time ok ! (: Baby's mommy then texted me asking me to send her home soon. So I tried to shake things off between us & sent Baby home at around 8 plus, & then Zhen Han & Kimberly started to quarrel. Hope they'll be fine soon. Went back home after meeting Zh & Sixian after getting back to Greenridge. Told Baby that I'll be fetching her from school tomorrow in the afternoon. & She doubted that I could make it. She claimed that 我是猪. Asshole. Ah stop here, working later on, Good night people (:

宝贝,对不起.
我爱你 :D

谢谢你对我的爱.
我会记注和你在一起的日子,
一辈子.

You are the one,
who showed me the route out of the darkness.
You're the one,
who proved to me that love is not as miserable as i thought it was.
You're the one,
who pulled me up & let me believe in love again.
You're the one,
I want to hold on to.
You're the one,
who told me that we'll be forever.
I want you forever, so bad,
you know?
I hope everything will be alright ):


When will it be the day,
you'll look me in the eyes,
and tell me that you love me ?

Fuck.
Missed my theory test today.
& I had to re-book again,
so it's gg to be on the 16-10-2009 @ 10:30 a.m.
Ok, Baby went Lot 1 with co. so I waited for her at home before she came back to meet me.
Had a slight quarrel with her in evening but everything was solved (:
Baby came up to my place at around 8 & went home @ 9.
She wants a long post here & I don't even know what I can post about.
Baby,
although we may overcome quarrels sometimes but I guess it's a lil worthy,
because it makes us understand one another more.
I know you don't want to quarrel everytime,
neither do I.
We can make it alright,
no matter what,
we've to stand strong & overcome all these together.
Moreover,
you've to remember what we've promised each other ok !
I'll be there for you when you need me,
my promise.
IF you really want to kill me because you claimed a reason which is I could stay with you forever without you worrying what I'm doing behind you,
then go ahead (:
But I can definitely assure you I'll be faithful & loyal to you,
I know I've been repeating this again & again,
I just want all these to keep ringing in your mind !
Because they're all true.
I digged it out right from the bottom of my heart (:
Honey,
remember,
你在我生命中,是一颗最闪亮的大大大大大大大大星星 ! (:

Baby, I'll cherish you,
forever.

Back from BBDC for my Theory Prac.
Boring :/

Filled my 24 hrs sleep in 2 days (:
Woke up & headed to meet Zhen han at 419 before meeting Baby & co. at Greenridge mall.
Went Kfc for lunch with Gavin & Zhen han they we went 511 to rot.
Not very happening today so there's nothing much to talk about.
Got to sleep,
I've to go BBDC at 12 later on !
Good night people (:

I hope, we can.

Woke up late !
Planned to meet Baby & head to Sunshine Place as Kimberly wanted to trim her eyebrows.
They went without me :/
Hahas,
so was Zhen han, Kimberly & Baby headed there first,
before Gavin & me met them at Lot 1 later on.
Roamed around,
had our lunch at KFC then headed back to Fajar.
Zhen Han got food poisoning & he looked so bloody weak.
Baby, Gavin & me went back to my place followed by Kimberly after she sent Zhen Han home.
Gavin & Kimberly then left to see Zhen Han after consulting the clinic.
Went for dinner with Baby before sending her home at around 9.
Good night people,
heading off to sleep,
CMPB appointment later on at 3:45 p.m !

Baby, I promise you my stay,
you'll be my last & only love (:

亲爱的, 做我的女朋友,
好吗?

When you told me that sometimes you'll think that "we're not meant to be" when we quarrel.
You left me dumbfounded.
There's not much I wish to elaborate on my love anymore.
I believe I've made it clear enough for you to understand.

I only want to be with you.

Love is not an easy thing to say or do.
Only if you could understand how much my love means.
Things would have gone so much easier for us.
Things are almost getting out of my control,
there's not much I could say anymore.
If you treasure this love,
if you understand what true love is all about,
you'll know what's right & what's wrong.
Good night.

I've always wanted you to show me what I mean.

I miss you,
so fucking much.

Please,

catch hold of this love.
I've been trying my best to make you happy.
But all these are going too far.
For consecutively a few times,
these things had been happening again & again.
If you say that you really love me,
then why would you not take at least a step,
to save ourselves from all these troubles which are causing us to quarrel ?
This is not who I want to be.
But every single time when this happened,
I lost control of myself, totally.
I can't even recognize who I'm.
I can't even figure out why I've became like this.
Hon,
all these can be saved,
only if you could take the step.
It's all up to you,
I've did all I can to move you further,
to bring you out of the midst.
I've fallen for you, I admit.
But it seems like everything that happened is pinning me down.
Making me not being able to move further the process where we promised that we'll be together,
one day.
It's all up to you,
you know?
Sigh.

Goodnight, my love.

你到底知不知道?

Oh man,
fuck.

It's all about you.
I'll treasure you, my promise.

09092009 就这样过了.
时间是不可能倒流的 )':

Back from chalet at Downtown East.
One thing that made me laugh most,
Jia Hui's face !
Knn,
you all should see when he took a ride on the pirate ship.
His whole face turn white and all the veins popped out.
Hahaha,
now i think of it i still laugh siol.
Ok, enjoyed (:

I want you,
real bad, baby.
I'm getting so into you.
I want you to be here,
going through every thick & thin together with me.
I'll be there.




















Targeted on 09092009,
but i failed ):

I'll make every second count when you're with me.

说真的, 这段日子真的好难过 ):